My Chosen Name Cannot Be Torn From Inside My Breast
I used to bring salt to my tongue
and wince at the breaking of flesh and
I was a dog startled by blue thunder
and a dagger twisted between my ribs
was a dagger named desire and
wouldn’t you know it?
I was always good at falling
‘til I learned in my heart
I could pocket terrible asunder
with some bird bones.
now, my new name
raises me from the dead
with little hesitation.
my new name is love.
my new name is yours.
our bodies big and bruised
hurtle towards one another
with a simple kind of gentleness:
yes, we've all been plucked and torn open.
no, we do not let the sour sting our cuts
anymore.
now, I'll rename myself Angel
so I'll always be sweet
on some lover's lips.
where've you been, Angel?
I miss you, Angel
a good omen, teasing me by my temple.
me, your girlfriend, your boyfriend, your
one good prayer, teetering over the edge of
the sky, a mouth always feasting.
hey, Love, don’t worry
I’m always finding my way back home.